There is no endpoint and everything is important

Today is Day 16 of the ibadah "wamai  yataqallaho". I think many shifts have occured at many levels.

The most important one is that I have a better understanding of my favorite bug bear: paradigms.

There is more clarity and realization that what i must seek is not 'endpoints' for the simple reason that there ARE no endpoints.

the truth of the search lies in coming to an ever greater and evolving understanding of awareness.

that everything that happens and everyone we meet is for a reason

i have been given many interesting new faces in this duration:

Asha and her Sai'ee Baba

The Bethesda North experience to be

The kids tennis: Cathy and and the SL lady

Aisha baji and the party weekend

Shopping for orgonite components

disparate disjointed but all connect in some way with what i need to learn

what seems to be important to rem is that there is no end point, there is no ultimate happiness that can be attained by the achievement of something  or some position or some title or job

Ok to continue

This new experience of Sh and her OGT  test.

Important for her and for me:

1. teaching her the value of stopping to think and not to take anything for granted.

2. reinforcing the same thing for me also.

3. knowing that the smallest thing can trip me up.: sort of like being criticized for the research job as being too slow, when i thought i was over qualified. it taught me a valuable lesson for the future, ie not to take anything for granted.

4. knowing that every job needs to be done with the same attention to detail and careful thinking through

5. knowing that all knowledge no matter how small can trip you up.

again that there is no big and small in the sight of A. He can trip us up with an ant or with the biggest explosives. On the flip side he can also give us a meager job or a million dollar  an hour one .. for him it is all the same. 

And it would behoove us to understand that and live with that in mind.

Everything is relevant.